it has been a while since my last post.. so many things left unsaid.. so i think it is always best for me to type it here believing that it could ease my pain, my burden a bit coz i as we grow older, the age obviously takes our smile and leaves us with heavier burden that noone could ever strive alone.. after what had happened, i still positively think that life is just fair enuff.. what had happened deserved to happen.. it's the matter of whether we can endure it or we just fall easily surrendering..