Hai... Ni versi phone...

Waaa, syoknya sbb im always on9... Tq sesapa yg trlibat dlm memforever on9kan aku.. Hihi

am i turning into Van Wilder? i feel sick thinking of future and how will i survive if im not a student anymore.. waaaa...

selamat kembali kali ke pat ratos tiga puloh.. haha

rasa cam best gak kalau aku start balik blogging.. ya la, dari mengumpat baik aku tulis blog kan?? :-)

delete

it looks easy to press on the "delete" button.. but it's actually not.. hehe..

i, my way, you, yours..

it has been a while since my last post.. so many things left unsaid.. so i think it is always best for me to type it here believing that it could ease my pain, my burden a bit coz i as we grow older, the age obviously takes our smile and leaves us with heavier burden that noone could ever strive alone.. after what had happened, i still positively think that life is just fair enuff.. what had happened deserved to happen.. it's the matter of whether we can endure it or we just fall easily surrendering..

jemu menjauh

iman malaikat tak pernah berubah.. tak pernah mempersoalkan perintahNya.. alangkah indahnya manusia mempunyai iman sedemikian.. namun kita harus sedar, kita yang menentukan turun naik iman kita.. iman dan maksiat adalah perkara yang tak mungkin dapat bersama.. culuplah sekadar secalit titik hitam maksiat dalam hati, sudah cukup untuk menidakkan iman yang mungkin kita pernah ada.. selagi nafsu menguasai diri, selagi itu jauh cahayaNya dari kita.. hanya dengan "sedar diri" sahajalah yang mampu mengembalikan kita kepadaNya.. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah jalan hidupku.. sesungguhnya kepada Engkau sahajalah matlamat hidupku... amin...

blew blau bley blaa...

hehe... hola... welcome 2012.. though u have move almost half way.. but i feel that u are still at the beginning of u.. wah.. apa den merapan ni?? nak blog semula la.. lantak la org xbaca ka hapa ka.. aku bukan justin timberlake nak kesah pasal tu.. waaa.. zaijian!!!!

hepi nuya... dah masuk taun baru... xkan semua still nak lama kan?? hehe.. adios 2011.. i suppose this will be the goodbye... coz i will never gonna see you again.. x mongkin!! hehe.. daaa

i don't know

so just tell me..

don't do that to me.. letting me be just like a dipshit hoping to be entertained while you actually hate me...

why?? know i know why...

bunga, kau tidak layu... cuma kumbang yang semakin buta...

diperlakukan

macam orang bodoh..

burhhh

semua orang dah tau... sepatutnya aku rahsiakan.. biar aku sorang ja yang tau... adududududu... tapi tak pa, i will prove to the world that the past is just history... what was good will be better, what was bad will forever be left behind!!

janjiku pada"mu", dan janjiku pada semua... semua takkan berulang lagi, dan aku akan terus ke puncak, ke depan!!

Lagenda Budak Setan..

wah... best la klu jadi ayu tu... berebut2 orang nak... eksiden, kena pukul, pastu hilang ingatan, pastu mati... i envy her life... and death as well.. ya la, lastly mati dalam keadaan orang sayang dia... hehe...

boleh gila macam ni....

pecah kepala aku macam ni...
semua salah aku...

kenapa la aku ni bengap sangat?
bodoh sangat?
bengong sangat?

kalau kaya tak pa, tapi miskin ja.. duit simpanan pon tak ada..

nak buat apa ni?

jadi buruh kasar? mampu ka aku?

nak jadi apa ni?

orang dah tak nampak aku dah...
dah jauh semua orang.. atau aku yang jauhkan diri??

nak buat apa ni?

kepala berat sangat...dah la sunyi kat s.alam ni.... tension gila... macam nak gila.. dah la tak cukup iman di dada...

nasib baik aku ni Islam, Alhamdulillah...

hahaha...

last night i figured out something that was so shocking... haha.. i am actually living in a role-play, a movie... only i dont know... everyone is collaborating, doing things by the script, which i dont have...

have you seen the movie "the thurman's show"? i am like jim carrey in it... haha... everyone is laughing... but dont worry, i am not blaming anyone, seriously i am not... i blame myself.. i wrote the introduction of this movie... they are just doing their best finishing it..

i can only wish for the ending to be happy..., if it's not for me, perhaps for others.. that's all i can do now...